26th jan~ exactly one mth when my black star turned gold... is now dust~

n the alarm clock mysteriously went off at 12 midnite to celebrate my downfall...

i am not surprisied?! Ahhh... maybe its always happening to me... so often that its now juz a bad joke waiting to happen...

ironic as it seems to be reading this

"Strange isn't it?

How sometimes in life you go one big circle to come back to the starting point? Sure, we all go through different experiences in life but it's how you take it from there-you can choose to learn from it or simply be bitter about it. Like it or not, life isn't always a sweet story. Some experiences can bring you to a whole new level or it can tear you down. Whatever it may be, we should use these experiences to encourage others, to give them the motivation to go through it because people make up a very important part of our lives. Some fill you up, some make u go nuts while others just drift in and out. I think it's good to have a mix of everything, kinda makes life interesting...so ( being a chocoholic), I'll take the whole box of chocolate thank you very much.

Take your pick."

maybe it was already long forsaken~

rather... i flip open my radiohead book of life philosophy n quote my fav passage~

"If you have been rejected many times in your life, then one more rejection then one more rejection isn't going to make much difference.

If you're rejected, don't automatically assume it's your fault. The other person may have several reasons for not doing what you're asking her to do: none of it may have anything to do with you. Perhaps the person is busy or not feeling well or genuinely not interested in spending time with you.

Rejections are part of everyday life. Don't let them bother you. Keep reaching out to others. Keep reaching out to others. When you begin to recieve positive responses, then you are on the right track. It's all a matter of numbers. Count the positive responses and forget about the rejections."

Mmm... perhaps life really has no joy~